Remember hearing those two words?
They’ve seemed to have crept through society and latched onto anyone who will listen but where did these words come from? …..No Clue, they’ve always just been there.
Though the truth is that yes people do change and yet they don’t just like how a person can be alive on the outside but dead on the inside; both are possible depending on who this person is.
After watching an old video my uncle found of when I was 4 years old, it gave me a sense of security and happiness. Not because of how happy I was back when I had no care in the world nor because my daily activities were only just Eat, Play and Sleep but because of the personality I had back then.
I was open to everyone, I’d chat with them no matter if they were the same age or if they were 30 years older than me, I treated them all the same and when I did I had so much fun with it. I was full of energy, I did what I wanted when I wanted because it felt good.
Seeing this video made me realize that I have finally come full circle with myself in terms of my personality. I’ve finally gone back to where I started after deviating from that path at the end of Elementary school and all the way up to Grade 11.
Change I can accept, but the change my personality went through was not one I could bear with. So I went back to who I am at the core, the open and fun loving personality that was evident in my childhood.
Seeing it with my own eyes makes it known that the way I’ve been lately means that I’ve reached the finish line of finding my own identity but that means that I’m also at the starting line for further developing it.
People.Change. but I was lucky enough that I didn’t need to, so I’m right back where I started.
And I’m happy with that.