I have a lot of friends on facebook but then a lot of you do as well.

No I don’t brag about the number I have nor do I use it to measure my own self worth; I do however use it as a way to keep things in perspective. The number is used as a way to indicate how many people have played their part(s) in my life more than once which in a sense, gives rise to a network of interactions surrounding my life.

Now, do I keep in touch with all these people on a daily basis? No, I don’t and this is the unfortunate truth. Some of them I may not have even spoken with for months or maybe years yet I still don’t delete them….

I don’t delete them because I remember how they were a part of my life at one point. Yes, we did drift away and it was only natural but I am open to reconnecting. If I delete them then it means I have shut the doors of my life on them but that’s only happened once.

For the most part. My door is always open and it will stay open all until the day you completely lose me. But let’s not look forward to that.

julestea: hahaha I like how you said the theater’s  amazing only because of the arcade. But I agree, the arcade is huge! If only they didn’t take away the ones in Calgary -_-

mellowberdlike: Agreed and as such I am what they’d call a sponge now =P

-kayli: Yeah she tends to do that whenever she gets the chance, funny thing is I don’t think she even realizes it half the time xD

nluu: Seriously? You don’t know what you’re missing, lets go hunt for it when we get back to school ;)

jigglethese: Thanks dude, just wait till you see the pair i’m working on ;)

Remember hearing those two words?

They’ve seemed to have crept through society and latched onto anyone who will listen but where did these words come from? …..No Clue, they’ve always just been there.

Though the truth is that yes people do change and yet they don’t just like how a person can be alive on the outside but dead on the inside; both are possible depending on who this person is.

After watching an old video my uncle found of when I was 4 years old, it gave me a sense of security and happiness. Not because of how happy I was back when I had no care in the world nor because my daily activities were only just Eat, Play and Sleep but because of the personality I had back then.

I was open to everyone, I’d chat with them no matter if they were the same age or if they were 30 years older than me, I treated them all the same and when I did I had so much fun with it. I was full of energy, I did what I wanted when I wanted because it felt good.

Seeing this video made me realize that I have finally come full circle with myself in terms of my personality. I’ve finally gone back to where I started after deviating from that path at the end of Elementary school and all the way up to Grade 11.

Change I can accept, but the change my personality went through was not one I could bear with. So I went back to who I am at the core, the open and fun loving personality that was evident in my childhood.

Seeing it with my own eyes makes it known that the way I’ve been lately means that I’ve reached the finish line of finding my own identity but that means that I’m also at the starting line for further developing it.

People.Change. but I was lucky enough that I didn’t need to, so I’m right back where I started.

And I’m happy with that.